JUST DID
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Status: Better now
Music: Goodbye Is Not Forever - Erik Santos
He was the first to speak. "Have you given it a thought?"
"Not much," I replied.
"Why not?"
"I don't want to think about it."
"Why not?"
"I just don't. Why does it always have to be a reason?"
He didn't utter a single word. And then he sat up and felt the grains on his palms.
Then he spoke again. "We're bestfriends."
"Yeah."
"And it's all we could ever be. We're bestfriends. And we're both guys."
I just looked at him although he stared blankly at the sea. Then he somewhat rubbed his palms against his knees, and said, "So you really don't feel anything for me? Anything more than friendship?"
"I don't."
Silence fell. He was teary-eyed.
"You're too honest. It hurts. You never lie."
Then the moon caught my attention again. I was trying to fight cowardice and just stared at the moon for God knows how many seconds.
"I just did," I said.
By the time I could even finish that sentence, he was already standing, about to leave. He didn't even hear what I just said. I watched him as he walked away.
"I just did." I whispered.
We've never seen each other again since that night.
[This is fiction. KAYA WAG AKONG INTRIGAHIN.]
Blogger's original work. To those who would dare plagiarise, as Ayn said it, may the wrath of heaven and hell fall upon them.
Music: Goodbye Is Not Forever - Erik Santos
stolen this photo from this site
He was the first to speak. "Have you given it a thought?"
"Not much," I replied.
"Why not?"
"I don't want to think about it."
"Why not?"
"I just don't. Why does it always have to be a reason?"
He didn't utter a single word. And then he sat up and felt the grains on his palms.
Then he spoke again. "We're bestfriends."
"Yeah."
"And it's all we could ever be. We're bestfriends. And we're both guys."
I just looked at him although he stared blankly at the sea. Then he somewhat rubbed his palms against his knees, and said, "So you really don't feel anything for me? Anything more than friendship?"
"I don't."
Silence fell. He was teary-eyed.
"You're too honest. It hurts. You never lie."
Then the moon caught my attention again. I was trying to fight cowardice and just stared at the moon for God knows how many seconds.
"I just did," I said.
By the time I could even finish that sentence, he was already standing, about to leave. He didn't even hear what I just said. I watched him as he walked away.
"I just did." I whispered.
We've never seen each other again since that night.
[This is fiction. KAYA WAG AKONG INTRIGAHIN.]
Blogger's original work. To those who would dare plagiarise, as Ayn said it, may the wrath of heaven and hell fall upon them.
written by yoshke at 06:32 pm
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| lisette March 19, 2006 02:12 AM PST  ganda. fiction man o factual. hehe. | ||
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| yoshke March 6, 2006 02:41 PM PST thanks lei, deeply appreciated. HAHAHA.. | ||
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| Leo March 4, 2006 01:16 AM PST i love that you admitted stealing the photo... haha... yan para maiba ang usapan. haha! | ||
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| yoshke February 26, 2006 02:11 PM PST KEN, oo fiction 'to. KZ, hello!!! nyahahahaha. | ||
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| kz February 25, 2006 03:47 PM PST fiction siguro yan. pero yung party, baka hindi. hahaha. supportive daw o. | ||
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| ken February 24, 2006 01:13 PM PST musta n? ngaun lng aq nkadaan ulit s blog mo. fction b tlga 2? | ||
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| yoshke February 23, 2006 10:02 PM PST hoy robinhood, wag na wag mo ko lalandiin pag magkasama tayo ha. hindi mo alam ang mangyayare. nyahahahahahahahaha. NR na ko. ZZZZZZZiiiiiipppppppp. | ||
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| rob February 23, 2006 09:57 PM PST whatever basta ihahatid kita sa lemery. nakow, magseselos si ahem nyan, magkikita pa naman kayo sa london. ahem ahem. | ||
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| yoshke February 23, 2006 09:51 PM PST ICAAAAAAAANG, OO NA! OO NA! Malandi ako!Pinakamalandi sa lahat! Hahahaha. ROOOOOBIN, tigilan mo ko!!! hinding-hindi kita papatulan bilang respeto sa gf mo! Kaya kung may pagnanasa ka saken, isantabi mo muna. Hahahahaha. | ||
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| rob February 23, 2006 09:47 PM PST icang kahit hindi tau magkakilala ng personali, agree ako sau. MALANDI ITONG KAIBIGAN NATIN! Pati ako nilalandi oh haha. es,wag kang ganyan.baka patulan ko haha | ||
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| icang February 23, 2006 09:43 PM PST fiction man o hinde, MALANDI KAAAAAA. hahahahaha. ayos.kasama pa si kaibigang buwan sa eksena. sana totoo na lang yan. UMAMIN KA. haha. ang senti ng post na to pwe! | ||
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| yoshke February 23, 2006 09:41 PM PST yan tayo eh. kunsabagay... kaso, pogi ka nga, straight ka naman, ano namang gagawin ko sayo????? hahaha. naku, baka seryosohin tayo ng mga tao. ginagawa kasi natin chat 'tong blog ko hahahaha. i won't screw friends. much less the ones na tinuturing ko na kapatid. nyahahahaha. sorry ka na lang. hehehe. | ||
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| rob February 23, 2006 09:34 PM PST *LOL* anong eew? bakit? pogi naman ako ah! | ||
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| yoshke February 23, 2006 09:25 PM PST wala namang ganyanan robin. walang laglagan. uuwi ako tomorrow. wag na. tapos ako naman ang magbabayad ng gas ng kotse mo. tsaka baka akalain nagde-date tayo. tagaytay pa naman yun. eeeeeeeeerw. nyay. | ||
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| rob February 23, 2006 09:14 PM PST gusto mo sabihin ko pangalan non at kung saan yan nangyari? kelan ka uwi lemery hatid kita. daan uli tayo tagaytay | ||
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| yoshke February 23, 2006 08:56 PM PST hoy rooooobbbbbbbiiiiiiinhood!!! FICTION YAN! FICTION YAN! Anung pinagsasasabi mo?????? | ||
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| rob February 23, 2006 08:30 PM PST fiction? eh kilala ko yan eh at nandon din ako sa despedida na yan eh. fiction ka dyan. | ||
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| yoshke February 23, 2006 06:57 PM PST FICTION YAN PROMISE!!! FICTION FICTION FICTION!!! | ||
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| andre February 23, 2006 06:54 PM PST fiction whaeverrrrrrrrrrr! ahahahahaha! liar ka talaga. ahahahahahaha you did it again! peaceawt! | ||
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